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PG13
08-02-2013, 01:27 AM
Will be released in our MISSION CONTROL section and will also be included in Chris Cadman's upcoming book "Maestro" (anticipated release 29th August).

All the Michael Raisin and Speed Demon photos I have will be uploaded. In particular, a series of photos of a Claymation transformation scene from Speed Demon which shows you how it was done. I was very fortunate to receive those from an animator who is not online these days. I will also upload the photos I took of my time in New York back in 2001 as well in Come Together.

The end of August is also my time to go. And the release of these photos and info is my farewell to you all. So much has happened in 4 years, especially since what happened on the old MaxJax. And I don't feel I've got anything else left to give, share or talk about, so everything I've ever said is in the old corrupted hard drive.

This is really my personal time to move on from all things Michael Jackson - 25 years of my life. It began with BAD and it ends in the 25th year of BAD. To the old MaxJax members, thank you. Those of you who continued to support us as we created History Continues, thanks a bunch!

The best team I've ever worked with:

Daniel Villalobos
Marni Carlsson
Angie Crocker (my wife!)
Barb Weigand
Gavin Lenaghan
A.J. Dugger
Meredith Peruzzi
Jen aka LuckyStar

We all went through a lot and came through knowing we could trust each other. So, the members of History Continues can 100% trust this team as well as Chris Cadman who supported us when some were kicking us.

What I'm releasing was originally going to be part of a book I was planning on doing. It was going to focus on the creative people behind the scenes of MJ videos and commercials. The time has come for me to move on, but thank you all for the mix of memories.

It would be great if every member would help the team to further expand the site! Above all, honestly and freely express yourself - never bow down to what a few delusional idiots want you to! Be yourself because you can't be anyone else! :)

Billyjeanplxiv
08-02-2013, 01:32 AM
im actually sad to see you go. I like your posts...

MrBrightside
08-02-2013, 05:28 AM
I'm genuinely sad to hear this. For all the ups and downs we've had, I just want you to know that it's all in the past and none of it was ment as personal. There was an incident in the past where myself and another acted selfishly and I know this always hung over yourself and I. I'm truly sorry for that and hope you didn't take it to much to heart.
One thing I'll say about you Gary is that for all the times you got under people's skins and pushed buttons (myself included) you brought much life to the fan community by sparking controversial topics and some incredible debates that brought out some majorly interesting and deep and insightful conversations. I still maintain that those HIStory era threads you created in MJNO were incredible and all of those threads and articals you've written would have made a pretty great book. Are you leaving behind MJ completely? That would be sad. From your more recent postings you seem less a fan of the man/artist these days. Would that be a fair statement or am I way off? I know Bruce Lee seems to be your main inspiration lately. Still though, would be sad if you were thinking of walking away from MJ completely. Personally though I don't think you could leave some one that's had that kind of connection and impact on your life. Anyways that's sad news and when I have a few moments to spear I must check out your articals.

mack86
08-02-2013, 12:32 PM
hope you can at least check in from time to time, not necessarily for MJ discussions, but just to say what you've been up to

You are probably the best writer on MJ, but I would be interested [and I'm sure a lot of others] in what you have to write about Bruce Lee, or pretty much anything

AlwaysThere
08-02-2013, 02:59 PM
Very sad to see you go PG :( we hope you can drop in every once in a while to check up on us! I've loved your knowledge and bravery to discuss controversial topics with an open and honest opinion, and I'm hoping you continue to write! It's been a great few years :)

BudzMJJ
08-02-2013, 09:36 PM
Dude, I gotta ask. How can you turn your back on Michael? Please tell me you mean in a online, like forum sense, and not that you will never listen to and or watch him again..... I haven't known you, or many on this site for long, but I am sad to see you leave man. You, like myself have been a fan since Bad, and yet still show and teach me things I didn't know. You thirst for MJ related knowledge is unparalleled on this forum, and probably any. I wish you all the best in what ever you choose to take on next.

PG13
08-02-2013, 10:31 PM
I'm genuinely sad to hear this. For all the ups and downs we've had, I just want you to know that it's all in the past and none of it was ment as personal. There was an incident in the past where myself and another acted selfishly and I know this always hung over yourself and I. I'm truly sorry for that and hope you didn't take it to much to heart.

At the time, I did take it personally. But I moved on from that ages ago. It's good to clear that up and not many would say what you have, so I completely respect that. I'm almost constantly trying to encourage people these days to honestly express themselves, so I appreciate it. For me, whatever happened in the past is in the past. Kudos to you for being the bigger man! :)


One thing I'll say about you Gary is that for all the times you got under people's skins and pushed buttons (myself included) you brought much life to the fan community by sparking controversial topics and some incredible debates that brought out some majorly interesting and deep and insightful conversations. I still maintain that those HIStory era threads you created in MJNO were incredible and all of those threads and articals you've written would have made a pretty great book. Are you leaving behind MJ completely? That would be sad. From your more recent postings you seem less a fan of the man/artist these days. Would that be a fair statement or am I way off? I know Bruce Lee seems to be your main inspiration lately. Still though, would be sad if you were thinking of walking away from MJ completely. Personally though I don't think you could leave some one that's had that kind of connection and impact on your life. Anyways that's sad news and when I have a few moments to spear I must check out your articals.

There were lots of lively debates with many interesting (sometimes irritating!) viewpoints, but I found it all challenging all the same. For me, I was very competitive with debates and had a lot to say. I'll be honest and say I did have a big ego problem as well, but I also genuinely did not see my blunt posts or style of debate as being personally against anyone. However it may have looked or felt, I was not trying to chase anyone away because I wanted to challenge their views and I also wanted to be challenged myself. I had nothing against anyone, so it was a bit amusing to see the first couple of pages of bashing that was done on MJJC...very keen to break their own rules, aren't they?? But, no, I never personally attacked anyone - that's how I felt about it, but I can see how others feel I did just that.

But sometimes things don't come across well enough through texts or words on a screen. Sometimes they work just fine. I can honestly say I'm not the way I was as much these days - there's some here and there, but nothing full on.

I still listen to Michael's music or watch something on YT, so that's still there. Considering all the time I've spent literally discussing/debating MJ since the early 2000s with the peak being the MaxJax years, I guess I've burnt myself out with the sheer intensity (or obsession...whichever way you look at it!). On top of that, it has got in the way of one or two friendships, tested others a lot and nearly completely wrecked my marriage. Literally nearly wrecked my marriage - and it would not be fair to blame MJ or anyone else for it. The responsibility for it is mine. I'm incredibly lucky my wife still loves me and things are much better between us since I started changing the way I behave about 18 months ago.

Bruce Lee has been a big inspiration with personal development the last few months, but my wife has been setting the bar well before Bruce in my life. I've now been doing Kempo for just over two years, so Bruce Lee is a massive influence with that as well. I think it's fair to say I've been able to take more lessons from Bruce Lee in a short time compared to Michael Jackson. But Michael will always have a special place in my past and BAD is/was the soundtrack to my '80s childhood! So, you know, he's still there. Needless to say, Michael was also a fan of Bruce Lee! ;)

Procrastination has been a problem for me for a long time. And there's nothing I procrastinate about more than Michael Jackson! Time is limited, I'm not getting any younger and nothing lasts forever.

I still appreciate Michael's music, videos, live performances, singing and dancing. I've said a lot about the way he handled his life and I've thought for a while about applying the same kind of criticism to my life that I've done with his. I started changing 18months or so ago. For a lot of people in real life, I'm pretty much known for one thing - Michael Jackson. Mostly because I used to dance everyday and literally anywhere...even supermarkets. ;) I feel like I need to explore other things more as well - that's where Kempo comes in too. As well as my research into working out - I'm just not very consistent with it, but I'm fitter than I was 18months ago.

I definitely feel like I need to be away from the MJ scene for a long time. I'm aware some people still think I'm the same as before or they believe everything on MJJC, etc. I've even been told I'm the most hated MJ fan ever. So, I don't want the drama and to find myself again because I've been lost in all the madness.

Expanding myself!

But thank you for your comments. There were good times and it wasn't all bad. I don't believe anything in life is all good or bad. Definitely take things and people as they come to you. :)


hope you can at least check in from time to time, not necessarily for MJ discussions, but just to say what you've been up to

You are probably the best writer on MJ, but I would be interested [and I'm sure a lot of others] in what you have to write about Bruce Lee, or pretty much anything

Thank you, man! Really good of you. I'm sure I will drop in here from time to time to see what's what and to let anyone who's interested know what I've been up to - if anything! ;)

I have been toying with writing my personal thoughts on martial arts as I progress in my training. Sparring a few days ago definitely gave me a few thoughts! 10stone something me v. a 16stone guy...and he's taller as well. Yet I was still able to get past his punches after the initial shock to get in close enough to throw him down to the ground. I didn't win that sparring session, but I learnt a couple of things and will probably do better next time. ;)


Very sad to see you go PG :( we hope you can drop in every once in a while to check up on us! I've loved your knowledge and bravery to discuss controversial topics with an open and honest opinion, and I'm hoping you continue to write! It's been a great few years :)

Thank you and I hope anything I've posted has helped you to either appreciate MJ's work or better yourself. Believe in yourself and express your opinions without worrying too much what others will think. Easy to say, hard to do - there have been times when I've not felt confident about something I've said. It happens!

I may write something MJ related from time to time. We'll see on that one! Chris Cadman, good friend of mine, reckons I'll be back one day as he took a long break from MJ himself years ago and came back with his MJ Archives and various books. I've given him some info for his Maestro book which is almost ready to go on here too for August 29th 9pm UK time.


Dude, I gotta ask. How can you turn your back on Michael? Please tell me you mean in a online, like forum sense, and not that you will never listen to and or watch him again..... I haven't known you, or many on this site for long, but I am sad to see you leave man. You, like myself have been a fan since Bad, and yet still show and teach me things I didn't know. You thirst for MJ related knowledge is unparalleled on this forum, and probably any. I wish you all the best in what ever you choose to take on next.

I guess it does sound like I'll never listen to or watch MJ again! But, yes, I do mean in an online sense as I still enjoy what he created. I definitely gave too much of myself to the old MaxJax forum and did a lot of research for some things, but honestly nearly everything I ever said simply took me seconds to make the connections I did. From time to time, I would do extra research, but most of it was instinctual and uncommonsense. I also burnt myself out with all that plus the drama.

I think I also struggled the most out of the whole MaxJax Team to adjust, adapt and accept what Greg Spinks and Christina Wickens did. I think you guys would be very surprised how none of us saw that coming and how there was no bad feeling there - that we knew of. He left us in July 2011, we heard nothing from him and in January 2012 he yanked everything while lying about the domain name expiring which he said caused the data to be lost. It didn't - he simply took the 1s from 1&1.co.uk in the DNS address part, so no one could get on. Daniel had been paying the server for those months and I know Barb donated a lot of money as well, so it was a huge betrayal for him to do that. Funny thing is, he left us with lovely words for all of us - he clearly never meant any of it.

While he was part of the team for those 4 years, he allowed 3 people to abuse his Founders account and they snooped around the Founders Lounge. Where we kept our personal info and discussions (health-related, etc), so those people got banned. The last one to do just that was Christina Wickens aka Majic who he was 'engaged' to. Greg was too chicken to ban her account himself and stayed away from all of us for 6 days before leaving, so we had to ban her account ourselves.

Karma though visited him. He and Christina split up a year later. And I have not even told the FULL story here at all, but this will do as a glimpse. It was nothing what idiots on MJJC made it out to be.

But I freely and honestly admit I found that whole thing hardest to take. Only one person stood between me giving him a pasting - my wife. And thank God she did cos he wasn't worth it.

I remember the good times and the many awesome members we had. And still do. In my view, those who came back to support us on MaxJax:HIStoryContinues and those who joined us for the first time are the best members I've ever seen! Honestly. You guys can really create something great here with Barb, Gavin, AJ and everyone else. There's no reason why you all can't make an incredible community! :

Billyjeanplxiv
08-02-2013, 11:03 PM
most hated MJ fan ever what?

PG13
08-02-2013, 11:05 PM
While I haven't seen ALL the really negative things that were posted on MJJC about me, I will be totally honest and say "I'm definitely not saying I am a saint, but I'm not as bad as some of them!".

Yes, Bruce Lee said that! ;) Whatever I say online, you can be sure I'll say the same thing offline. I'll be directly honest and frank with you. Stabbing people in the back isn't my style. :)

EDIT: BillieJean, it's kinda hard to explain. But I said things as a fan that shocked a lot of people who believed that fans should ALWAYS keep the star on a pedestal and never criticise them. I criticised MJ when he was alive because I wanted him to make good and better choices. Some people felt I rocked the boat too much and questioned what they believed far too much.

Quench
08-03-2013, 12:48 AM
I have to say I was sad when I read the first post on this thread. I'll miss your very grounded posts PG. I remember when I first joined MaxJax, I was appalled at some of the stuff that was said about MJ- it was like I had ran into a brick wall each time I read through various threads. At first I didn't know what that brick wall was and I was confused at how you guys could be criticizing MJ so much. Through some thinking about the discussions said in the old MaxJax and a few disagreements, whether they were in my head or through posting, I realized that brick wall was reality and MaxJax was pulling me down to the reality of who MJ was: a very talented Human Being with flaws like everyone else.

As a young MJ fan I was quite influenceable especially since I was kind of looking for something pure in a time when everything was losing its innocence and supposedly found it in "perfect" MJ and his music, but you and the good users of old MaxJax and MaxJax now were a great influence that stopped me from becoming one of the crazy sheep instead of thinking for myself. If there's one thing I've learned from MJ's life, it's to be open-minded, search for the truth, and be yourself. Discussions on MaxJax of course were what got me more and more into MJ as a real person so those lessons were simultaneously learned through the MaxJax community so thank you for that.

Hope to be seeing you around =) And lastly, you're hardly the worst MJ fan ever, you're one of the best with how you dare to criticize :yepfh9: I think of it this way, would you want someone who "loves" you and let's you fall down because they think you can do no harm or someone who loves you, but will call you out on your flaws to improve you and potentially leave you if it's for the best?

ChickenMcNuggets
08-03-2013, 01:30 AM
A sincere thanks for everything you've done for this community (both the 'old' MaxJax and MaxJax:HC), Gary, and I wish you the very best in whatever you decide to do next. :)

It reminds me of how when I first signed up to the original MaxJax in very late 2009 - the first time I'd ever been on an MJ forum - and one of the first things I saw here was a thread with the title, "Happy birthday, Pompous Git!" and I remember thinking, "who the hell would actually call themselves 'Pompous Git'?" I thought it might have been an insult at first. :laugh:

Needless to say that it's been an eventful couple of years since then, but your posts have never been uninteresting and from the start, you were always one of a band of people on the forum from whom I learned a great deal about MJ, back when I knew infinitely less about even the most obvious things, than I do now.

It's fair to say that it won't be quite the same MaxJax without you. But feel free to drop by at any time, so that I can mock you for shoehorning Bruce Lee into another thread that has seemingly nothing to do with him. :001_tongue1:

Moon_Walk
08-03-2013, 12:23 PM
Naw. That's truly a shame PG. Sure we've had some little debates on some subjects, but they've always been respectful and mature. I truly say all the best to you, and hope you come back on and check on us now and again. The Stranger Than Fiction thread will be truly hurt! Haha.

Good Luck. :)

Minimj
08-03-2013, 06:57 PM
It's sad to see you go Gary! I've enjoyed our discussions - some good, and some tense. But hey-ho we are only human! Make sure you pop me a message on FB time to time to see how you are.

The best thing is Gary your leaving with a BANG - not a silence.

Thanks for everything you have contributed to the fan community with information, and unreleased footage. Your not a bad fan at all, just someone who has a heart and is human. Heck Michael did bad stuff. Doesn't make him bad at all. As you know, we are all human, and we make mistakes.

'Remember the time....'

PG13
08-05-2013, 12:45 AM
I have to say I was sad when I read the first post on this thread. I'll miss your very grounded posts PG. I remember when I first joined MaxJax, I was appalled at some of the stuff that was said about MJ- it was like I had ran into a brick wall each time I read through various threads. At first I didn't know what that brick wall was and I was confused at how you guys could be criticizing MJ so much. Through some thinking about the discussions said in the old MaxJax and a few disagreements, whether they were in my head or through posting, I realized that brick wall was reality and MaxJax was pulling me down to the reality of who MJ was: a very talented Human Being with flaws like everyone else.

As a young MJ fan I was quite influenceable especially since I was kind of looking for something pure in a time when everything was losing its innocence and supposedly found it in "perfect" MJ and his music, but you and the good users of old MaxJax and MaxJax now were a great influence that stopped me from becoming one of the crazy sheep instead of thinking for myself. If there's one thing I've learned from MJ's life, it's to be open-minded, search for the truth, and be yourself. Discussions on MaxJax of course were what got me more and more into MJ as a real person so those lessons were simultaneously learned through the MaxJax community so thank you for that.

Hope to be seeing you around =) And lastly, you're hardly the worst MJ fan ever, you're one of the best with how you dare to criticize :yepfh9: I think of it this way, would you want someone who "loves" you and let's you fall down because they think you can do no harm or someone who loves you, but will call you out on your flaws to improve you and potentially leave you if it's for the best?

Thank you for a very level and honest post there! Your attitude in it really does impress me - and reminds me of something else Bruce Lee once said too. "All knowledge is ultimately Self-knowledge." Like you said, you were initially appalled at some of the things that was said about Michael yet you looked within yourself to find out WHY you felt that way. I might have shared whatever knowledge, opinions and views I had/have, but I cannot give anyone self-knowledge. I merely pointed the way and you did the rest.

If people on other forums could have just a bit of your attitude and perspective, they would take whatever I posted and use it to find out more about themselves. You and other members of MaxJax are streets ahead - sincere members just don't grow on trees. Don't change yourself for others - only do it for you.

BTW, I think Krystikel had a similar first feeling when she saw my posts. Hey...she stuck around and came to understand some things about me! ;) Cheers, Barb!


A sincere thanks for everything you've done for this community (both the 'old' MaxJax and MaxJax:HC), Gary, and I wish you the very best in whatever you decide to do next. :)

It reminds me of how when I first signed up to the original MaxJax in very late 2009 - the first time I'd ever been on an MJ forum - and one of the first things I saw here was a thread with the title, "Happy birthday, Pompous Git!" and I remember thinking, "who the hell would actually call themselves 'Pompous Git'?" I thought it might have been an insult at first. :laugh:

Needless to say that it's been an eventful couple of years since then, but your posts have never been uninteresting and from the start, you were always one of a band of people on the forum from whom I learned a great deal about MJ, back when I knew infinitely less about even the most obvious things, than I do now.

It's fair to say that it won't be quite the same MaxJax without you. But feel free to drop by at any time, so that I can mock you for shoehorning Bruce Lee into another thread that has seemingly nothing to do with him. :001_tongue1:

Ha, yes...you joined on the 30th Dec 2009 if I remember right! Birthday of yours truly! My username was a bit tongue in cheek, but definitely more on the literal side at some point! ;)

Oi, what's Bruce ever done to you?? ;)

Find some time to write about Motown MJ material, will ya?? MISSION CONTROL's History Begins section needs it! ;p


Naw. That's truly a shame PG. Sure we've had some little debates on some subjects, but they've always been respectful and mature. I truly say all the best to you, and hope you come back on and check on us now and again. The Stranger Than Fiction thread will be truly hurt! Haha.

Good Luck. :)

Likewise, Moon_Walk. You're another who's always been a credit to MaxJax as far as I've seen! No doubt you can deal with the questions in Stranger Than Fiction - don't forget to buy "Maestro"! There will be new things to discover in there too. :)

I'll drop by every once in a while!


It's sad to see you go Gary! I've enjoyed our discussions - some good, and some tense. But hey-ho we are only human! Make sure you pop me a message on FB time to time to see how you are.

The best thing is Gary your leaving with a BANG - not a silence.

Thanks for everything you have contributed to the fan community with information, and unreleased footage. Your not a bad fan at all, just someone who has a heart and is human. Heck Michael did bad stuff. Doesn't make him bad at all. As you know, we are all human, and we make mistakes.

'Remember the time....'

Here's to keeping it real, Ryan! You know who's BAD! ;) Write another few MJ articles - likethe glove one you mentioned or the Charlie Chaplin one! I'm sure someone will put it in MISSION CONTROL for you - the Music & Michael part can do with some more! ;)

And a nice 'bang' it is too! Oops, that sounds well dodgy! LOL!

Man...you lot are a credit to the community and to MJ no matter what anyone says. Keep on honestly expressing yourselves and everything else will take care of itself!

"Don't ever stop 'til you get enough..."

krystikel
08-05-2013, 01:31 AM
BTW, I think Krystikel had a similar first feeling when she saw my posts. Hey...she stuck around and came to understand some things about me! ;) Cheers, Barb!

LOL It wasn't even anything about Michael, if I recall correctly - I think it was a comment in response to something I said. I don't even recall what it was now, but I do remember being very put off and thinking, "What an ASS!" Haha! Then I learned how you are and that it was nice to yell at you occasionally... and have Angie yell at you a bit more... and sometimes to simply just ignore you. LOL ;) :D

PG13
08-05-2013, 09:56 AM
It was something I said about "Jacko" as I recall. My memory is so good I could probably recreate most of my threads if I could be bothered!;)

Yeah, I said Michael was silly to focus on that when he was called far worse and there was nothing wrong with "Jacko". Must finish that article - constant stop, start. ;)

sabe
08-05-2013, 09:26 PM
sad news :( I don't know you since a long time but I always appreciated all your posts. It's a shame if some persons had criticized you because you dare to criticize Michael. He was a human being as us, he made mistakes as us. My english is not so good to explain how some fans are FANATICS and they lost their own opinion and cant understand that Michael was not perfect
I wish you the best and thank you for all you have done !

sc1987
08-06-2013, 12:01 AM
I'd imagine this post, and subsequently my account will be deleted/banned soon..


I think I also struggled the most out of the whole MaxJax Team to adjust, adapt and accept what Greg Spinks and Christina Wickens did. I think you guys would be very surprised how none of us saw that coming and how there was no bad feeling there - that we knew of. He left us in July 2011, we heard nothing from him and in January 2012 he yanked everything while lying about the domain name expiring which he said caused the data to be lost. It didn't - he simply took the 1s from 1&1.co.uk in the DNS address part, so no one could get on. Daniel had been paying the server for those months and I know Barb donated a lot of money as well, so it was a huge betrayal for him to do that. Funny thing is, he left us with lovely words for all of us - he clearly never meant any of it.

You most likely heard a few things from me - and the fact that I needed and would be on a semi-permanent break yet still retaining my founder status (unlike Chell or Marni which had left completely). An assumption of no bad feeling, I'm sure - I did mean what I said actually, but that's your opinion.

I honestly don't recall telling you or others that the reason for any data being lost was because of a domain expiring? In fact - As far as I'm aware, no data was lost? I was specifically told and informed that the data was correctly backed up but was unrestorable by yourselves, and a professional was being sought after.. Ample opportunity was given to take any data, especially when Daniel still had full access.

I had no reason to lie, and still don't to this day. Money? That's a bit rich coming from you. Recall the early days when I'd be paying your share because you had no money? I do. I took it on the chin and would get random payments to 'help' with the cost. The bill ultimately was always footed by me, Daniel, Chell and Marni for the most part. Not saying there wasn't a valid excuse for money not being given, or in the latter months just being late - but still ample that you forgot that in order to make me seem like a soulless ass hole to prove your point.

If any upfront cost was made for the hosting or server that I was unaware of for months past Janurary by Daniel or others, then let me know and I will reimburse you. From my records, the server was on a monthly basis and the contract ended on the monthly renewal date. Well, that's just your opinion. If I never meant what I said, those 'lovely' words, then yes - that is your opinion.


While he was part of the team for those 4 years, he allowed 3 people to abuse his Founders account and they snooped around the Founders Lounge. Where we kept our personal info and discussions (health-related, etc), so those people got banned. The last one to do just that was Christina Wickens aka Majic who he was 'engaged' to. Greg was too chicken to ban her account himself and stayed away from all of us for 6 days before leaving, so we had to ban her account ourselves.

Allowed? That paints a very different picture of what actually happened - especially as I was unaware of two of those such incidents until they had already happened. 3? I'd love to know who the 3rd 'person' was?

Please do feel free to expose the 'truth' and elaborate on that. From what I recall, that was to stick up for herself as she had seen the disgusting ways she had been spoke about in front of me, and behind her back, no? Again - feel free to elaborate, Gary - I remember it very well.


Karma though visited him. He and Christina split up a year later. And I have not even told the FULL story here at all, but this will do as a glimpse. It was nothing what idiots on MJJC made it out to be.

But I freely and honestly admit I found that whole thing hardest to take. Only one person stood between me giving him a pasting - my wife. And thank God she did cos he wasn't worth it.

I remember the good times and the many awesome members we had. And still do. In my view, those who came back to support us on MaxJax:HIStoryContinues and those who joined us for the first time are the best members I've ever seen! Honestly. You guys can really create something great here with Barb, Gavin, AJ and everyone else. There's no reason why you all can't make an incredible community!

Karma? One day, I'm sure if you believe in such a thing - it will visit you, too :) You're more than welcome to speak your opinion. Please do tell the full story Gary, instead of threatening it over, and over again. To be honest, I have better things to do than sit here on a Monday night and feel the need to reply to such a useless post - yet here I am.

Took it the hardest? You've no idea how hard it was for me, either. Whilst I was defending myself, and dealing with threats and the crap from you - dealing with the loss of the community that had been a part of me for so many years, I was grieving from my brother dieing in a fatal motorbike accident from 3 days previous. Don't assume there's nothing going on in others life's unless you can walk in their shoes. You treated me and others like a fermented piece of crap for such a long time - please don't make out that I am the devil incarnate, because I assure you - I am not. I have feelings, I cut - I bleed.

Gary - come on. Don't kid yourself. It took your wife to stand in your way to give me a 'good pasting'? .. I however, am 26 and have better and bigger things to do with my life than fight with a man that's supposed to be 10 odd years older than I am. If you ask me, that's a little.. sad.

Not something you'd want to hear, or read - I'm sure, but it may surprise you that had you of been measured and tested by the very rules and policy that you, me and others set forward on MaxJax - You would have been punished, if not banned a long, long time ago.. Just a bit of feedback there. I know I'm not the only balanced head that would, and have agreed with that one.


'Will you be brave enough to face me properly, Greg? No hiding behind a computer screen...'

Unlike you, obviously - I'm more than happy settle issues through words - not through anger and fists. You obviously don't attest to airing your dirty laundry here, but would rather it was just your opinion and nobody elses. There was mine.

http://www.maximum-jackson.com/truth.html - I still stand by what I wrote here. I have no beef with anyone. If anything - I'm living a happy and free life and wish everyone the best. Honestly. For all those involved - it seems a sterling job has been done here and I see no numpties running around causing havoc.

Willing to discuss this further with you - though I'm not going to exchange pointless, childish threats with you. I've got far better things to do with my time.

Best,
- Greg / smooth-c

Killer Queen
08-06-2013, 12:45 AM
^^ I really did not agree that the best place to bring ANY of that old stuff up was in a thread like this. Whether certain members of old staff have split up, or whatever, is irrelevant and I didn't agree with that part being mentioned. Seems pointless, even bitter. Don't bring me into it, guys. I moved on from worrying about all that a long time ago. Max Jax mark II has been around for well over a year now, time to put all the other stuff to bed and move on. I certainly have. I do wish it was never mentioned in this thread. That's all I will say.

PG13
08-06-2013, 01:27 AM
I'd imagine this post, and subsequently my account will be deleted/banned soon.. That, or replied to in such a way where obviously again - whoever questions is 100% wrong.


You know full well that decisions are always taken as a team and still are.


You most likely heard a few things from me - and the fact that I needed and would be on a semi-permanent break yet still retaining my founder status (unlike Chell or Marni which had left completely). An assumption of no bad feeling, I'm sure - I did mean what I said actually, but that's your opinion.

No, you most certainly did not tell any of us you were planning to pull the old forum at all. You did say you were leaving permanently in July 2011, said a few nice words to each of us and left. We never heard another word from you until end of January 2012 - I definitely didn't. As far as I was concerned, we had cleared the air between us before you even less and I had apologised for the argument you and I had at the time.


I honestly don't recall telling you or others that the reason for any data being lost was because of a domain expiring?

You certainly did tell me that. However, I have since deleted that thread of text messages and I no longer have my old e-mail address.


In fact - As far as I'm aware, no data was lost? I was specifically told and informed that the data was correctly backed up but was unrestorable by yourselves, and a professional was being sought after.. Ample opportunity was given to take any data, especially when Daniel still had full access.

I'm sure Daniel can clarify that he had no opportunity to save any data at all since he was working on a farm with no internet access. Neither I, the rest of the Team or the MaxJax members even had notice. Everyone tried logging on to...nothing. You simply took the two 1s out of the DNS address.


I had no reason to lie, and still don't to this day. Money? That's a bit rich coming from you. Recall the early days when I'd be paying your share because you had no money? I do. I took it on the chin and would get random payments to 'help' with the cost. The bill ultimately was always footed by me, Daniel, Chell and Marni for the most part. Not saying there wasn't a valid excuse for money not being given, or in the latter months just being late - but still ample that you forgot that in order to make me seem like a soulless ass hole to prove your point.

Yes, in 2008 I did struggle financially. I told you that, true. Unlike me, you did not and do not have the financial responsibilities of paying for kids. Makes a difference. I certainly sent what I could even if it was 5. These days I have a mortgage.

However, you still left in 2011 and publicly announced it. So, why then do what you did in 2012? Like I said, as far as I was concerned you left us on good terms and we resolved whatever issues there were. That still does not change the fact that you took the old forum away without warning even after Daniel and Barb had paid a fair amount of money. When you say you're going to leave, you go and don't wait a few months to take it down.


If any upfront cost was made for the hosting or server that I was unaware of for months past Janurary by Daniel or others, then let me know and I will reimburse you. From my records, the server was on a monthly basis and the contract ended on the monthly renewal date. Well, that's just your opinion. If I never meant what I said, those 'lovely' words, then yes - that is your opinion.

You were not the one who was paying the server after you left in July 2011 - I'm sure Daniel can clarify that one since he was handling it due to his experience with it. Your actions betrayed your words - you didn't mean it.


Allowed? That paints a very different picture of what actually happened - especially as I was unaware of two of those such incidents until they had already happened. 3? I'd love to know who the 3rd 'person' was?

You were apologetic after the first two - Matt ('graphix' mod) and then Malc (friend of yours as I recall). Lastly, but not least was Christina Wickens.


Please do feel free to expose the 'truth' and elaborate on that. From what I recall, that was to stick up for herself as she had seen the disgusting ways she had been spoke about in front of me, and behind her back, no? Again - feel free to elaborate, Gary - I remember it very well.

No-one spoke in a "disgusting way" about Christina while you were part of the team and before you did what you did. The database is corrupted and I certainly don't have the money to recover it. If I did, I would make everything on it freely available.


To be honest, I have better things to do than sit here on a Monday night and feel the need to reply to such a useless post - yet here I am.

Then you do not have better things to do. Certainly at the time in 2011 I would have gone to Bristol. Would not have been too difficult for me as I know the area as you must know. Being honest and direct with you, that's how I felt at that time. Let me emphasise that I am glad my wife made me see sense through my anger. I'm not ashamed of that at all. I'm ashamed I felt that way at the time, but I did not act on it.


Took it the hardest? You've no idea how hard it was for me, either. Whilst I was defending myself, and dealing with threats and the crap from you - dealing with the loss of the community that had been a part of me for so many years, I was grieving from my brother dieing in a fatal motorbike accident from 3 days previous. Don't assume there's nothing going on in others life's unless you can walk in their shoes. You treated me and others like a fermented piece of crap for such a long time - please don't make out that I am the devil incarnate, because I assure you - I am not. I have feelings, I cut - I bleed.

I did not threaten you multiple times - I did ask if you were man enough to face me and come out from behind the computer screen. True, but no more than that. Defend yourself? You were merely called a coward three times on MJJC and that's it. You're not the only one who has lost a relative in recent years - that's life.

However, I accept there were times when you felt I treated you harshly. I was abrasive, direct and very blunt - that's how I was. And I can see how I came across to you - looking back. It was never personal for me even if you might have taken it personally.


Gary - come on. Don't kid yourself. It took your wife to stand in your way to give me a 'good pasting'? .. I however, am 26 and have better and bigger things to do with my life than fight with a man that's supposed to be 10 odd years older than I am. If you ask me, that's a little.. sad.

That was then - I was honest with that. That's not NOW. I'm not who you think I am these days, but I am still honest, direct and expressive. That's why I mentioned that - after you did what you did, things were bad. Very bad. Much better now.

These days, it simply saddens me that you could not (would not?) tell myself, Marni, Dan, Angie, etc, you planned on closing the old site abruptly. Marni was still in touch with all of us. You doing what you did was not universally agreed on by everyone - they disagreed with the way you did it.


Not something you'd want to hear, or read - I'm sure, but it may surprise you that had you of been measured and tested by the very rules and policy that you, me and others set forward on MaxJax - You would have been punished, if not banned a long, long time ago.. Just a bit of feedback there. I know I'm not the only balanced head that would, and have agreed with that one.

The old forum had far too many rules. A load of them were nonsense - I objected to most of them anyway. I don't deny that the way I had been did, in fact, make things difficult for the Team as a whole. I'll be honest with you here, for a long time I couldn't see how I was behaving. Couldn't see it. These days, I take a more bigger picture view.


Unlike you, obviously - I'm more than happy settle issues through words - not through anger and fists. You obviously don't attest to airing your dirty laundry here, but would rather it was just your opinion and nobody elses. There was mine.

Again, you don't know me and you still have 'Pompous Git' in mind. That was then - THIS is now. I'm more than happy to settle issues through words also. I freely admit I caused headaches in my time and my username PG13 reflects a more toned down side. I'll be entirely honest and direct with you.


Willing to discuss this further with you - though I'm not going to exchange pointless, childish threats with you. I've got far better things to do with my time.

When you're ready, send me a PM and we can discuss a few things. I'd like to resolve any issues before I take my final bow at the end of August. Then we can move on with our lives knowing we did what we could to address issues.

I'll tell you this - I know I'm the reason you took the old forum down. I know it wasn't KQ, Dan, Marni, Barb, AJ, etc. I know that because of what you said once. The rest of the Team did not deserve you taking it down with no notice nor did they deserve the online bullying they got. The MaxJax members definitely deserved a chance to save their posts.

I, on the otherhand, was willing to take the abuse. I make no bones about it. I know I was the one people had a problem with. At the same time, it was never personal on my part. That's all I will say on that. I was not a saint...but I am not the demon some have made me out to be. I still share things I've been given for free.

Like I said, feel free to send me a PM. I encourage people to be honest, authentic and totally expressive.

PG13
08-06-2013, 01:29 AM
^^ I really did not agree that the best place to bring ANY of that old stuff up was in a thread like this. Whether certain members of old staff have split up, or whatever, is irrelevant and I didn't agree with that part being mentioned. Seems pointless, even bitter. Don't bring me into it, guys. I moved on from worrying about all that a long time ago. Max Jax mark II has been around for well over a year now, time to put all the other stuff to bed and move on. I certainly have. I do wish it was never mentioned in this thread. That's all I will say.

Yes, you're right. However, now we know Greg is on this site, he can PM me and we can discuss any issues in private. Closed for now.

Killer Queen
08-06-2013, 03:02 AM
^^ Thread open again. Nothing to hide, after all.

Moonwalker3000
08-06-2013, 03:09 AM
Very much looking forward to the photos, Gary. Thank you!

Minimj
08-28-2013, 06:13 PM
Only a day left!!!! Who's excited? I sure am!! :P

JamesDean
08-29-2013, 11:16 AM
So... I guess this is it! I'm looking forward to your Raisin/Demon/HWT post, but most of all I will welcome you to your new life, setting your priorities, but also remind you not too forget yourself. Too much of anything will eventually bring you down but turning your back to yourself will too. I hope you will be succesfull walking the line, and that it's not to late to patch up the scars of your loved ones.

Bless you

PG13
08-29-2013, 09:48 PM
California Raisins full story - http://historycontinues.com/forums/content.php?192-The-Story-Behind-The-Michael-Raisin-Commercial!

I'm sure I have a couple of photos sitting around somewhere. One of the MJ impersonator with Webster, but nothing major.

History World Tour Animated Video Show Opener - http://historycontinues.com/forums/content.php?194-HIStory-Tour-1996-97-Opening-Animated-VT

Speed Demon model transformation photos - http://historycontinues.com/forums/content.php?195-Speed-Demon-Models-Spike-Transforming-into-Stallone!

I guess there will be people who will try to take credit for the pics, so point folks here whenever you see it, guys! Enjoy! :)

Nesboy43
09-07-2013, 05:58 PM
I remember Pompous Git on the original MaxJax, the first time I read his posts all I thought was "Who does this jerk think he is"? As I read more and more of Gary's posts I understood that he was a very passionate Michael Jackson fan with an immense amount of knowledge on the subject. He was also blunt and never afraid to be honest, even when it went against popular opinion.

Any weird obscure Michael Jackson thing I would find and post about he would always have information ready. At this point I am the #8 poster on the site and Gary is #5. Despite having more posts than me (and I post a lot), Gary's posts are always very informative, concise, and contribute a lot to the forum. Usually it's quality vs quantity, but Gary somehow had both going for him. I have been on many online forums in my life (mainly video games) and never have I seen anyone with posts both as frequent and useful as Gary's are. If every forum on the web had a poster as great as Gary, things would be amazing.

I have to be honest here and say that Gary's information, discussion, bluntness, and sense of humor were a huge appeal of MaxJax for me. I'm not discrediting other users who are part of this community, but I know for a fact that a huge appeal of this site (for me) will leave with Gary. To me Gary is a big part of MaxJax. The posts that bring up honest discussion about Michael Jackson, all expertly written and informed, is what represents this community to me. Even when I first started on the old MaxJax and believed MJ was near perfect, any of Gary's posts, whether negative or positive, always showed that they came from a very passionate fan.

PG showed that Michael Jackson fan sites can be fair, truthful and honest, and helped bring fair discussion into a community that mostly represents their idol as some sort of flawless deity. As far as I can tell MaxJax is the only Michael Jackson discussion forum that allows discussion of negative aspects of Michael's life and music. We have Michael Jackson's Estate being ran very poorly, and while other sites collaborate with them, the owner's of Max Jax are happy to let people be honest about their many flaws. Here people are free to talk about any opinion they have, whether it be negative or positive, and it makes the discussions fantastic and interesting.

I will miss posting some strange new MJ thing I found online, and having Gary come in and describe it. I will miss Gary tearing apart posts that present rumors and speculation as fact. I will miss all the well informed posts that provide new information to even the most seasoned fans. Most importantly I will miss the personality and attitude of Gary. Thank you for helping to make Max Jax a great community and such an interesting place to visit. You will be missed, but your effect on the Michael Jackson community will always continue.

PS - Where the hell are my promised Immortal desk standees and information on AS-Space Scramble Training :001_tongue1:

ChickenMcNuggets
09-08-2013, 03:25 PM
^ I think I might have a few of those Immortal desk thingies, if they're the things that I think you're referring to... maybe I'll post some photos of them to taunt you. :p

Nesboy43
09-09-2013, 04:42 AM
^ I think I might have a few of those Immortal desk thingies, if they're the things that I think you're referring to... maybe I'll post some photos of them to taunt you. :p

Hahaha please go right ahead, I want to see what they look like. I was just joking around of course, I despise the Cirque projects in all honesty, I wasn't anxiously awaiting one or anything like that. On the old MaxJax PG once PM'd me asking if I was interested in those (since I was a donor) and what my address was but the site closed down not too long after. I hope PG drops by at some point in the future on rare occasions. What he's doing sounds like the very healthy thing to do. I think breaking away from something that you have been obsessed with for years will definitely be good in the long run.